One week to Mock, one of the most crucial exams, which determines my application to universities. Repeatedly, I have been mentioning the same thing but well, there are more going on now and then. Some struck me hard, some make me ponder, some just make me wonder. Nevertheless, I will turn out stronger.
Even when we will have to take seperate paths, I'm blessed for this unforgettable journey. Every advise still lingers in me, they teach me to be a better person. Every downfall, every heartbreak, teaches me that I should love myself more. As I make more positive changes in me, I should stand by my life principles, and hold on to my dreams. I deserve better.
Thank you for crossing my path.
Sunday, August 23, 2015
Friday, August 7, 2015
If only
Life has been really hectic recently. As soon as I thought it is coming to an end, the cycle begins and continues. Oh well, I can't help much but to bear with it.
Haven't been writing/babbling here, I was caught up with my studies and a really heavy workload. This is also the time when stress creeps in and robs me of my happiness. I know I should learn to cope with it but everyone has their moment okay? Having sort of a mixed emotions, I'm trying to take things one at a time and to let go certain past memories. It was never easy, and it will never be. Some days like this I will look back and think if a miracle had happened, it will be all different now. Well, it was meant to happen. So here I am embarking on a journey of many uncertainties, searching for my love and passion and enduring all challenges and tears.
To think about the upcoming exams, I'm having the fear in me, no longer excitement. Every doubt which I have piles up and it goes on. I think I have never been in this state for some time and I never want to. I just can't wait to get over this and get on a solo vacation. I need a breakaway. I need some time for myself.
Days like these I just want to cuddle up in my bed and wallow in deep thoughts and tear.
Please be kind to me.
Haven't been writing/babbling here, I was caught up with my studies and a really heavy workload. This is also the time when stress creeps in and robs me of my happiness. I know I should learn to cope with it but everyone has their moment okay? Having sort of a mixed emotions, I'm trying to take things one at a time and to let go certain past memories. It was never easy, and it will never be. Some days like this I will look back and think if a miracle had happened, it will be all different now. Well, it was meant to happen. So here I am embarking on a journey of many uncertainties, searching for my love and passion and enduring all challenges and tears.
To think about the upcoming exams, I'm having the fear in me, no longer excitement. Every doubt which I have piles up and it goes on. I think I have never been in this state for some time and I never want to. I just can't wait to get over this and get on a solo vacation. I need a breakaway. I need some time for myself.
Days like these I just want to cuddle up in my bed and wallow in deep thoughts and tear.
Please be kind to me.
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