Tuesday, December 29, 2015

2015 终

这一篇文章是为了好好地记录一下这一年里的点点滴滴。

要切实地形容2015莫过于比喻其为一段难忘的旅程。心情上的起伏很大,遇到的挫折,障碍很多,挫败感更是令我感到很泄气。想说,我在一年里的成长也真的很多很多。

伤痛的回忆我就想让它永远地停留在2015。曾经伤害我的人我也不曾深藏怨恨,有的仅仅是百般的失落。但我还是,打从心底地感恩这一段岁月造就了勇敢,坚强的我。

18岁,心境,思想也改变了不少。我最渴望的是纯真的快乐。被一桩桩事情打败,流下了不少成长的泪迹,我也得再次地爬起来。坚毅的精神再此地塑造了我。
思想上,我变得更加独立自主。不是我行我素,而是拥有了属于我的方向和旅程碑。或许所经历的还是留下了不少阴影,我渐渐地学会如何独自相处。虽然不算很健康,但与其一群朋友嘻嘻哈哈地论天说地,我还是很需要一个人慢慢地让思绪沉淀,让身上的包袱暂时放下。

心态上的成熟,身边的师友都见证了。不再傻里傻气,不再茫然,无自主的做下决定,更不再因为爱,失去了方向。不仅于此,我更学会如何的好好地爱自己,爱身边值得我爱的人。互相扶持,互相鼓励,互相成长,与朋友们的友情也算更完美了。

对我而言,真挚的友情不仅无价,更是我最珍惜的一份礼物。
非常非常的感谢他们一路上的陪伴和支持。

2015,我感恩感谢,我找到了自己。

2016,我衷心希望我会更有勇气地越过这更为挑战的一年。不管是友情,亲情,我会深深地锁入我的心坎。是否能够实现我的愿望,我默默地盼望着。

Saturday, December 12, 2015

Hello, December.

Finally, I'm ushering the last month of 2015. It still overwhelms me how time flies, how much I have pulled through. Ain't an easy ride, ain't a smooth sailing but a journey worth taking. I accomplish little things day by day, ticking off my bucket list and trying out lots which I thought I am incapable of. Just pushing beyond my limits.

I no longer want to look back at my teenage years and have a tinge of regret. I'm making the best out of it, and also spending this last nine months in Malaysia well. Also, I took the initiative to foster some friendship which are worth keeping. Definitely no regrets. Many of them have inadvertently  impacted me much or to the extend of being angles, who guided me through thick and thin. They are the bunch who provided me with lots of strength and courage. I can't thank them more.

In the blink of an eye, I'm transitioning into my last (insane and hectic) semester in college. It still feels like I graduated from high school not long ago. Yet, sooner I'm entering a new chapter - university. I see maturity grows, independence develops and positive vibe buds in myself. As much as I don't want to grow up so quickly, I do enjoy this journey as much as how it tore me apart, and made me shatter for countless times.