It has been months since I abandoned my dearest blog. PMR is just few months or even weeks ahead but trial had come to an end. There's just mix feelings :/ Most of my results are just too unexpected but they turn up to reach my perfection, BUT it's just almost to perfect. You won't know how to deal with it to see you result with a 99. For the others, they may think it was excellent but I would think that why do I made such mistakes. There's nothing I can do right now. Others may think that I'm boasting but I want to be myself - perfection. I had tried to live away from perfection for the past exams but I think it doesn't work well on me. Living with perfection organize my mindset and push me ahead towards my goal.
There's nothing perfect. Now, I believe in this. Like what my KH teacher asked me, why do change your answer? If not, you would score full marks. I definitely know that but believe that, it is faith. No matter how, I told myself: Be grateful. I am trying to think positively and appreciate those great comments and praising from my teachers. It takes time though. I may look happy with the smile on my face but you dont know what I feel. Here, I will like to thank all my friends and teachers who praised me and I'm sorry for not replying you with a thank you.
It has also been some time for me to abandon my favorite pastime. Food may not appear here till PMR is over unless I have the time to BAKE :( I just cant wait it to be over, we are planning to start our very own blogshop. I guess it will be a great experience other than running a business and earn some money for myself.
That's all for now, got to buck up in my studies.
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