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Oh well, it's July now, probably less than five months away I will be leaving highschool. Whenever I think about it, my heart literally sinks. I can't accept the fact that I will be leaving these whole bunch of mates who I treasure the most and they have made the best out of my entirety of five years in high school. Without every single one of them, I won't know how to pull through the problems that I have faces. Not to forget the besties I have. Through the countless time of argument, the thick and thin, our friendship is still as strong as before. We embarked on the journey of our high school, and throughout this journey, you guys are more like the angels that I am blessed with. I will know that if I needed help or even a listener, none of you fail to do so. There's this saying that the friendship you have made in highschool is the one that will stay with you through years. In fact, I will say that the I will cherish this forever. Five years of friendship and still counting!
Next up, trials is less than two months from now. I don't feel panicky, that's too extreme. I'm plainly struggling to cope with it because to complete the syallabus and do revision ain't as easy as I thought. I know I don't live for others, I live for myself but I'm never as selfish. I strive for the best for myself and for my family, teachers and friends. Even if they don't ask for it, I will do my best. Deep down their heart, they feel proud for me at the very moment I acheived success though words seldom come pouring out of their mouth. Asians are being asians here haha. Anyway, this doesn't matter the most. All the constant hard work that I have put in will pay off when the results are released. However, I'm nowhere near to the best yet, there's this gap for me to hurry my steps before reaching the finishing line so double, triple up my effort it is!
I know it's not the end of the year yet but I just wanna sum up these two months in this post so I can keep the memories with me forever and ever. I have been through the roughest days in June and yeah, I'm still fine now (not perfectly fine). I absolutely love a quote which I have read on Twitter that says after the stormy days, there's still hope. Yes, hope and faith are the one that keeps my rolling. I will take it as a journey, there's uphill and downhill paths, there's winding roads, but afterall, I will come upon a mesmerizing scenery which will be a sight to behold. Similarly in life, without the hard times, the good days will not come. Fallen once, fallen twice. I'm glad to have plucked up the courage and face the challenges head on. I can choose to let it to hinder me from moving on, however I did not do so. It's not the end, it's just a fresh start. All that I have is what I'm blessed with, indeed a blessing. I won't ask for more because I cherish it a lot. I appreciate all the helping hands, the commitment, the trust and the memories whole-heartedly. Without them, I'm not not who I am now. They made me grow stronger mentally because enduring it is a priceless learning process.
Last but not least, as a Malaysian, the MH370 incident has not only grabbed the attention from the press and medias globally but was the most heart-wetching moment for us. And now, the MH17 plane crash again has left us in wretchedness. My condolences to them crews and the passengers' family members.
To everyone out there, always appreciate your love ones. It doen't require much effort to shower them with your love.
Signing off,
Mish
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