Carpe Diem

"Carpe Diem - the enjoyment of the pleasures of the moment without concern for the future"

aka Seize The Day

Though trials is drawing near, really near in fact. I thought I should vent everything out right here at this point of time. The rollercoaster ride of feelings ain't going to make me go smarter in any way (I doubted this much haha). 

As today was the day of mourning of MH17, I would say most Malaysians wallow in deep sorrow and express their respect to the late victims in their respective ways. Whether we show it phsysically or not, I believe it's the thoughts that count the most.Well, Carpe Diem was the first thing that came to me and struck me this morning when I took a glance on the newspaper. The black and white headings and front pagecovers on the newspapers and the one minute of silence we did were a sombre welcome to the Malaysian victims who were down flight MH17. Well, 'seize the day' truly touches my heart.

Certain thing are meant to be left in the past, 'let the past be the past'. Though they may be a such precious days and times with those carved memories, I can never turn back time. To regret or not, is truly a matter of time. After some days, I will be dawned with the fact that I have once made such a mistake. Indeed, the sudden realization creeps into me, waking me up from the drowning thoughts which have confined myself from making a step forward, away from what has been pulling me down. Days and time like those can be such good memories, but like I was talking to my friend the other day, they are purely a lesson to be learnt (in other words). We were uncontrolled of ourselves, being too impulsive and unable to rationalize things properly. However, it's not to us to regret or to blame anyone. Everyone has made a mistake and we may lose a little or a lot in it. Now, the key is to move on and bring the best out of life. Isn't life such precious? You may not know what's going to happen the next moment, do you? In fact, as time passes, it is wise for me to let bygones be bygones and not stay put in those difficult time, neither putting myself on a bet which will only lead me to even more frantic uncertainties. A game of dice like such has so much probabilities, probable infinite. Neither of us will know the outcome. I'm glad to be advised right now before it is later and blessed that I have been able to make such a courageous decision.