T-two months

I have been on hiatus for a long while. It's partly due to college which ended in May, then work and also the lack of inspiration to write. The 1.5 years of surviving with A Level was no doubt a roller coaster ride as it always was. Challenges after challenges that were embraced had caught me emotionally worn out time after time. There was difficult times and great moments. All in all, I am glad and proud that I have made the impossibles possible. I grow and learn tremendously throughout the good and bad times.

Now, I'm left with two and half weeks of internship at a heathcare centre. Time flies, real fast, after which I will be anticipating for the day - the long-awaited result day that is going to determine it all. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. I do hope for the best. With much mixed feelings, I still contemplate with my decisions. Making plans after plans for my tertiary studies means among those, there are some goals to be achieved. To not feel empty, I know how far I can go and what my heart truly wants for the best. It is not about giving in to others' persuasion or to accept their thoughts blindly. I have had enough of not-so-welcoming words for picking up a less conventional degree. Mean and selfish, they talk me out of my decision. I did not have the respect that I would have deserved for tolerating these relatives of mine who are supposed to be educated and intellectuals.

If all else falls in place, I will be counting down to departure in two months time, and to new beginnings. 

I am to leave the past behind, and embark on this new chapter of mine.